Identity.

Who am I?

Kind of a silly question.

Does anyone really know who they are?

Are we supposed to even know?

This is something that I have struggled with for years, and finally have decided to give up. Not because its hard or annoying or insanely confusing (HA)... but I have a new perpective. 

I have tons of titles.



Wife

Mother

Daughter

Neighbor

Cousin

Babysitter

Friend

Coworker

This list can go on....

But striving to find out who you are and what purpose you have in the world is just ( in my opinion ) a waste of time. I believe you change almost constantly, and chasing it can be so confusing. To be content in the present moment is my goal. 

A lot of people that know me... think they know me... but I'm quickly realizing a lot of that is for outside show. Everyone has their demons... And their own personal stories.... Some in which will most likely come out in this blog.

Characteristics and info. -- this was harder than I thought--

I am loyal

I am trustworthy

I am stubborn

I don't follow worldly things (I'm really bad at knowing who famous people are)

I am shy and tend to be quiet

I'm observant and can read people well

I trust my gut more than anything

I hate being lied to

I am not a social butterfly (like my husband)

I put other people's feelings above my own (which really needs to stop or at least even it out... )

I am not confident whatsoever ( work in progress aka this blog)

I love music

I am addicted to chocolates and fruits

I love long walks

I love gardening and flowers

I allow my emotions to control me ( work in progress) 

I am faithful

I have trust issues

I hated my teenage years

I'm not a jealous person

I try to be optimistic but I'm way more "realistic" 

I enjoy photography

I miss playing the piano

A licensed radiographer 

I'm a momma bear

I enjoy being a staying at home mom

I have two children ( one bun in oven) and one husband ;)

I was one of those teenage... Single mother.. 18 year old .. not married...young ..young moms

Oh the rambling begins! I can probably still go on... But my posts in the future may reveal more as well. 

Alright. I'm done. Here it is. My identity in a short.. crazy... all over the place blog! 

Until next time....

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